24. dets 2007

Hyvastij2tt / Farewell

Bussiaknast paistab tee teisiti. Ymbrus on avaram. S6itsin esimest korda bussiga Cairnsi. Ja k6igi eelduste j2rgi ka viimast. Sydames olev kurbus asendus tasapisi rahuga ja edasise ootusega. Uskumatult raske oli lahkuda. M2lestused tulvasid iga pisiasja n2hes meelde ja tahtsid pisaratena v2ljuda. Inimesed on need kes koha sydamesse kasvatavad. Aga parem on ise minna kui j2lle maha j22da. Olen selle poole aasta jooksul rohkem hyvastij2tte l2binud kui ennem terve elu jooksul. M6ned on kerged, teised meenutavad end veel tyki aja tagant. Ja kui loodad, et oled juba harjunud, eksid...
Tee m88dub suht kiiresti. Pruun hobune valge tagumikuga, millel pruunid laigud. Avastan, et puud on omale rohelised kasukad, roosad 6ied kaunistuseks, ylle t6mmanud. M2rgid j2rk-j2rgult saabuvast vihmahooajast. Kasukad on tegelikult ronivad v22did, mis kardinatena yle puude on laotunud. Ahhetan seda ilu neelates. Miskip2rast on tunne nagu s6idaksin P2rnust Tartusse ylikooli. J6uan Cairnsi.

The road looks different from the bus window. The view is wider. Took the bus to Cairns for the first time. And for the last. Sadness in my heart began to give room for peace and expectations. It was unbelievably hard to leave. Every little thing brought a flood of memories which wanted to find their way out in tears. People are the ones that grow the place to your heart. But its better to go than be left behind again. I have said more goodbyes in the last half a year than before in my whole life. Some are easy, some still remind themselves after time has passed. And if you think it gets easier in time, you'r wrong...
The road passes by quickly. Brown horse with a white backside and brown dots on it. I discover that trees have covered themselves with green coats, which have pink flowers on them. The signs of coming rain season. The coats are climbing vines what hug the trees as falling curtains. My eyes swallow this passing beauty. Somehow I feel like taking the bus from P2rnu to Tartu, to go to university. Finally - Cairns.

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